I happen to know a single mother...one who I have gotten to know rather well this year. And she is one of the strongest people I know. Because she deals with sciatica without pain medicine. And she owns her own business. And she raises the ORNERIEST six year old child on the planet. (in all fairness, he is a cutie, and has a pretty big heart). He gets his heart honestly, it is a result of his awesome mother, who gives him all the care and love for two parents all in one.
And she doesn't need anyone to make her happy. She finds it in her work, and in her child.
She is a very good graphic designer. She doesn't make a lot of money, but she is resourceful and she gets by.
She works out every day. And she eats very healthy(healthily). And she is more beautiful than for which she gives herself credit . She follows her dreams, every day, and is an inspiration to me.
And she is very caring. So caring, that she gives a guy who didn't really deserve anything a chance to live with her for the best four months in his recent memory, more than enough time to try to put his life together, asking very little in return. And I was ungrateful for what I had, and messed up my chance to go any further with her. She deserved better than what I gave her, I put my vices before her, and I do not fault her or feel wronged in any way. I know she will find what she does deserve from somebody, and that person will be very lucky.
It will be a while before I find someone I admire more than this lady.
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When I am finished with this next novel, which will be before Christmas, I will need a website to promote my work and my blogs and run sales through. And I wouldn't go to another person to give my business. If you need a professional touch for your website, or need a classy, timeless logo for your business, I would recommend you go here.
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I have a lot of growing to do as a person. Every day I will try to make myself a better person because of the inspiration you have given me. Thank you for making me feel like I deserve more than I probably in all actuality deserve. I am sincerely apologetic if I brought any negativity into your life. And know that you did everything you could to make it work. The fact that it didn't work in no way shape or form has anything to do with any lack of effort on your part, and I appreciate with fondness the memories I have of the time you allowed me to be part of your family.
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