I will be sitting in jail. Getting some of my writing done hopefully if they let me have paper and a pen. Lots of great literature has been written under lockdown. It isn't supposed to be fun, but at the very least, shouldn't jail still be "productive"?
This is what you get for driving "too close" to a cop car when there is no one else on the streets. When you put yourself in a position to give the pigs a chance to find some kind of fault in what you are doing, then you are responsible for dealing with the consequences. Just know that I have learned my lesson and justice is being served.
What is that lesson? That if you are the only person on the streets with a cop, get out of town as soon as possible. You are the most likely person to get accused of something minor and petty simply by default. And not to trust those that are in positions of authority. Congratulations America. George Orwell was correct. Aldous Huxley was correct. Lil Wayne...was correct.
It is interesting how you can be listening to a song promoting misogynistic behavior and drunken driving and then hear a commercial about how cops are cracking down on drunken driving all on the same station and within 10 minutes of one another. Is it any wonder why the country is going to hell in a hand basket? Just look at the double standard that is being set by our media? Just look at the hypocrisy. And I by NO MEANS CONDONE drinking and driving. That is the dumbest most irresponsible shit I can fathom.
So when you hit the snooze button today and end up late for work today just know that the streets are a little bit safer with politically involved pacifist jerk offs such as myself are behind bars. This is your pile of shit, America. Your children get to deal with the consequences.
I love you all and have a safe and wonderful few days and I will see you all upon my release. If nothing else I will get to catch up on a little shut eye myself.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
Thursday, June 20, 2013
How does this make any sense?
I sit here in absolute confusion. My mind, which is capable of understanding things such as General Relativity and scratching the surface of Quantum Mechanics and Soul Spirit stuff, a very above average piece of computational machinery, cannot wrap my head around why I am such a failure.
Let's face it, I am a failure and a criminal.
Let's face it, these are the people we pay to keep our streets safe.
And I think we might have found a cadre of cops that do it even better than the fine officers of the City of Greenfield Ohio.
Thank you, Judicial System. Thank you Executive System, and Legistlative System. Thank you for being dinosaurs, so we can all collectively fail to grasp the inefficiency and ineffectiveness that you perpetuate.
Thank you Robert Judkins for being the ugliest motherfucker on the face of the planet. I will be jacking off in prision thinking about you and your alcoholic ex wife. One can only guess as to what kind of sins drove her to that kind of substance abuse.
If you think this is all just fun and games, you are wrong. I am moving out of Ohio because I can't stand it anymore. You didn't help me make it as a writer, so I am going somewhere else where my talents might be apprecitated. Don't cry for me when I don't give you any credit or an ounce of my time. I am sorry for ever trying to make you a better place. The pyramid is a dream that will never come into fruition.
I am going to work for the man and toil away in anonymity until my spaceship arrives.
God is all that is and ever was, and I love YOU> Adam
Let's face it, I am a failure and a criminal.
Let's face it, these are the people we pay to keep our streets safe.
And I think we might have found a cadre of cops that do it even better than the fine officers of the City of Greenfield Ohio.
Thank you, Judicial System. Thank you Executive System, and Legistlative System. Thank you for being dinosaurs, so we can all collectively fail to grasp the inefficiency and ineffectiveness that you perpetuate.
Thank you Robert Judkins for being the ugliest motherfucker on the face of the planet. I will be jacking off in prision thinking about you and your alcoholic ex wife. One can only guess as to what kind of sins drove her to that kind of substance abuse.
If you think this is all just fun and games, you are wrong. I am moving out of Ohio because I can't stand it anymore. You didn't help me make it as a writer, so I am going somewhere else where my talents might be apprecitated. Don't cry for me when I don't give you any credit or an ounce of my time. I am sorry for ever trying to make you a better place. The pyramid is a dream that will never come into fruition.
I am going to work for the man and toil away in anonymity until my spaceship arrives.
God is all that is and ever was, and I love YOU> Adam
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Not much to say. Just another day.
I been listening to this new Kanye and I must say its great. It is very different and he is pushing it into different directions but I would still say that my boy oneday2one is my favorite, because he beat Kanye to this particular sound. Its ok. I don't think the Cudder minds. I don't think Chief Keef minds. I don't think Rick Rubin minds. But I do think inside these lines are landmines and I cannot leave Greenfield until I have paid all of my fines.
I am going to write a better book than the last one. If it isn't evolving then it isn't worth solving this problem.
Figuring out what Soul is. Figuring out what Spirit is. Relating it to Consciousness and matter. Tryin to put two and two together thats a bunch of isht.
Moving to Kentucky bit by bits, last night had another dream about tits. Its getting kinda old, bein' obscure and underground. You should start a drum and bass beat and create another sound.
Jerome is in the house, watch your mouth.
I am going to write a better book than the last one. If it isn't evolving then it isn't worth solving this problem.
Figuring out what Soul is. Figuring out what Spirit is. Relating it to Consciousness and matter. Tryin to put two and two together thats a bunch of isht.
Moving to Kentucky bit by bits, last night had another dream about tits. Its getting kinda old, bein' obscure and underground. You should start a drum and bass beat and create another sound.
Jerome is in the house, watch your mouth.
Thursday, June 13, 2013
Spent the last month feeling bad about myself
Spent the last couple of days in the Dayton Yellow Springs area.
The street fair for starters was quite fun. Being away from the computer for five days, that might be a new record but it was difficult to not be able to write. Of course I kept the legal pad on deck but it just isn't the same trying to scribble down the random floating butterfly thoughts. Computer is much more efficient. I couldn't imagine having to use a typewriter. That makes me respect writers of yesterday so much more.
I can't take back the words I never said. I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence. Lupe Fiasco might be the most on point hip hopper of today, but we don't get to hear him on the radio. Thank goodness they are playing Macklemore at least. It is time for a change, it is time for some intelligent media.
That is why we are trying to create a literary universe for the mind over here.
Time to get back to the book then.
The street fair for starters was quite fun. Being away from the computer for five days, that might be a new record but it was difficult to not be able to write. Of course I kept the legal pad on deck but it just isn't the same trying to scribble down the random floating butterfly thoughts. Computer is much more efficient. I couldn't imagine having to use a typewriter. That makes me respect writers of yesterday so much more.
I can't take back the words I never said. I think that all the silence is worse than all the violence. Lupe Fiasco might be the most on point hip hopper of today, but we don't get to hear him on the radio. Thank goodness they are playing Macklemore at least. It is time for a change, it is time for some intelligent media.
That is why we are trying to create a literary universe for the mind over here.
Time to get back to the book then.
Friday, June 7, 2013
More bang for your blogger buck.
Sometimes I feel as if I am just talking to myself. If so, at least I am not responding.
This little blogsite started off strong. Now it is about as dull as a butter knife, the side that doesn't cut. But here we find ourselves, once again, so might as well make the most of the situation and go with it.
The second novel is coming along pretty well. I think after months of writers block I am really on my level now and finding a nice creative flow. A novel is like an ancient artifact, buried beneath years of sediment and debris. The writer, the archaeologist, must first find the dig site, and once found must carefully extract the remaining body below, uncovering more and more the further one digs.
I am about ass deep in the dig site right now, and the artifact reveals more and more of itself by the day. It isn't like I put the damn thing there, it was always there to begin with, and it is my job to uncover the son of a bitch.
Why do I use swear words? I guess it never really was a problem until I joined the Navy. Then I learned a whole new set of expletives and as such cannot describe my reality without them any longer. I think it adds a little flavor and spice. It might not take much imagination to use these words that "mustn't be uttered," but it does illicit a certain emotional response that I like.
I never made a dime slangin' birds. But I hope to make some money slinging these words. Here is how you can help me out!
This little blogsite started off strong. Now it is about as dull as a butter knife, the side that doesn't cut. But here we find ourselves, once again, so might as well make the most of the situation and go with it.
The second novel is coming along pretty well. I think after months of writers block I am really on my level now and finding a nice creative flow. A novel is like an ancient artifact, buried beneath years of sediment and debris. The writer, the archaeologist, must first find the dig site, and once found must carefully extract the remaining body below, uncovering more and more the further one digs.
I am about ass deep in the dig site right now, and the artifact reveals more and more of itself by the day. It isn't like I put the damn thing there, it was always there to begin with, and it is my job to uncover the son of a bitch.
Why do I use swear words? I guess it never really was a problem until I joined the Navy. Then I learned a whole new set of expletives and as such cannot describe my reality without them any longer. I think it adds a little flavor and spice. It might not take much imagination to use these words that "mustn't be uttered," but it does illicit a certain emotional response that I like.
I never made a dime slangin' birds. But I hope to make some money slinging these words. Here is how you can help me out!
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
Moving forward with love and the Spirit in our hearts.
I have to admit, I have a pretty charmed existence. I have a lot of freedom compared to most people on the planet. I have a wonderful and loving family unit. I have wonderful friends. I have the worlds okayest dog. No, he is the awesomest, I can't even joke about that. My life is pretty spectacular. And even if I am not where I want to be at this point in my life, I have a free will and a choice at every moment. Every day I have the ability to improve myself and live a better life.
One thing we all need to do is treat others like we want to be treated. It is the Golden Rule for a reason.
I read an article earlier about Gandhi. If everyone could aspire to live their lives with a tenth of the zeal and flame that this man aroused in himself, the world would be much closer to perfection, Heaven on Earth.
Here are a few wise sayings from Gandhi:
One thing we all need to do is treat others like we want to be treated. It is the Golden Rule for a reason.
I read an article earlier about Gandhi. If everyone could aspire to live their lives with a tenth of the zeal and flame that this man aroused in himself, the world would be much closer to perfection, Heaven on Earth.
Here are a few wise sayings from Gandhi:
1. Be the change you wish to see in the world
2. What you think, you become
3. Where there is love, there is life
4. Learn as if you’ll live forever
5. Your health is your true wealth
6. Have a sense of humor
7. Your life is your message
8. Action expresses priorities
9. Our greatness is being able to remake ourselves
10. Find yourself in the service of others
So go out and live your life with purpose and intention in everything you do. Peace and love, ACH
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