Moving forward.

I guess I have too many female friends.  And I guess I have been flirting when I shouldn't have.  I have never intended to ever deceive any one who I have been committed to, and I will always give my girlfriend my FB password because I am an open book.

I won't be dating anyone for a long time.  Probably like a year or so.  I have to put my writing and self bettering first before I commit to another human being.

If I have been talking to you and you are a girl, it has only been out of friendship.  Because I am a social creature.

I have to write some books now.  Felson Mitchell is a fictional character who plays a whore.  I am not Felson Mitchell.  I created the persona to try to generate interest in my books.  I have to pay my bills. 

Adam Honnold is homeless and jobless.  And does not treat women like objects.  If you are interested in me because you think I am Felson, you are looking in the wrong place.

I am going to go now.  I hope everyone has a nice night.  I am looking for strength, and it cannot come anywhere except from within myself...

The dark night of the soul...as much as I hate it, this is when I write the best, so that is all I will do from now until I break through....and if I never break through, then I will perish, either by starvation or by the harsh elements.