Third day is a charm?

I am going to try to do this every day that I get on the computer at least.  Some days I realize it won't be possible because I will be too busy with lawn care, but generally speaking I spend hours a day on a computer writing anyhow so it shouldn't be too hard to be regular on here.

Yesterday I went for a three miler and it was the best I have felt all year.  I need to keep that momentum forward.  How easy it is to fall out of shape in the complacency of every day living.  Drinking beer, soda, eating unhealthy food, it is all too tempting....

But it comes at a price.  And if I am smart I will stop drinking so much beer, which I am, I hardly drink at all anymore really, but Diet Pepsi is a huge vice of mine, especially when I am writing and I need a little pick me up.  Its like a bump of cocaine, but minus the cocaine.  But it has aspartame which will likely give me old-timers when I grow up.  I guess that part of the reason why I am writing so much shit down now.  Because if I don't write it down now it will probably be gone forever : D.

Most of the clean faces are really the dirtiest.

And only the good die young.  Which makes me think I am badder than I thought.  I want to be good, and I think that humanity is good on some level and there is goodness in everyone, even the people that try to fuck shit up by bombing shit...there is a goodness that got ran over and stomped on and destroyed and overlooked and lived a pitiful world of misery and crap....but it wouldn't be forgotten....and all Karmic debts must be paid.....so this piece of shit that God created, and put His love in, still has some goodness in its essence.  And that is what we should all be praying for.  The goodness that is in all of us to resurface.  The humanity in all of us to resurface.

It has gotten to the point where the bad news on the news doesn't even phase us.  How calloused and cold are we?  Where has the humanity gone?   I know not.  I guess that is why I will pour over Wikipedia in my down time instead of going to the bar.

The funniest thing is even when I am in a bar I am still researching.  There is just too much to learn out there.  And I love it.  And that is the surest sign that there is a God.  That there is so infinitely much to gather up and experience.